A month plus...

It's been a month plus since we been seperated... I have cried, died, throw temper, did my best to save what is left in the relationship... till now I'm way too tired to think about it no more. To me everything is sweep away by the storm that hit me suddenly in our peaceful island... It does not matter to me whether you or I want to hold on to this r/s as we felt we can't let go. I have resigned to fate - fate let us know each other in IRC, fate let you fall in love with me, fate draw us apart, fate brought us together, fate destroy what has been build...n fate has keep us apart since then... no matter how hard I try to work ways to bridge the distance we have, I was not give a chance by fate... you were way too busy in your work... so I let fate now to decide for me... lazy to move a inch from my current position.

I have more or less get back to my life... soon I too will be bz with mine. I have been given a perm temporary job at starhub to work for them as a logistic excutive. They were kind enough to let me have study week off, so that I can prepare for my coming exam!~~! N my exam will end on 2th of Nov!~!~ so gd I can now plan for my holiday to sdyney!~ (Hope the company allow me also kekek) Just want to go for a break away from all these misery that have happen lately... to relax my mind and get back in line with my life....the rest is let fate decide...